On My Own and Alone

As I gaze into the distance,

I begin to wonder; to dream.

Is someone really out there?

Who will come and rescue me?



It all feels like a dream.

A hell-born nightmare.

That leaves me begging for release,

Leaves me begging for air.



I find myself screaming out.

Wanting the retreat of the cold.

That someone will reach out for me.

Someone to love and to hold.



I've given up on trying.

Doesn't anyone see me alone?

Drowing in my tears and blood.

Maybe I'll be better off on my own.