GET OUT

You left me long ago.

I don't want you back.

Don't want to see your face.

It's a simple fact.



You intrude in my house.

You better learn fast.

I'm not little anymore.

I'm done with the past.



Accept me as I am.

Or get out of my face.

I'm not changing for you.

I rule this place.



I'll kick you out the door,

Look you in the eye,

Tell you just how I hate you,

And wave a final goodbye.

Please

Night takes away the light,

I'm left helpless on the floor.

The shadows dance around me.

I can't take it anymore.

The dreams start to fade,

What happened to the light?

Why am I all alone?

What didn't I do write?

I got caught up in another.

A wicked battle show.

Screaming where I lay.

How was I supposed to know?

I beg for this unmerciful pain,

To disapear; to leave me be.

But there's a hand at my throat.

I can't speak. I can't breathe.

Let me die. Let this end.

I'll get down on my knees.

I beg. Just let me go.

Release me now. Please.... Please.

Baby Sweet

Beautiful baby,

Cuddled tight.

Little hands,

Ever-so slight.

Little baby,

So loved.

Stars smile,

From above.

Pretty baby,

Welcome here.

Loving baby,

Baby dear.

Cute baby,

Little feet.

Sleep baby,

Dreams sweet.

No Chance

I will do what,

I think is right.

I wont go down,

Without a hell of a fight.

They say the longest lasting,

Is the strong and the bold.

But I say that sometimes the weakest,

Is the last to let go of its hold.

Your pride will keep you standing.

Held high night and day.

But with that high of pride,

There is so much more to pay.

People only see of me,

What I choose to show.

But behind this smile mine, is;

More pain than you'll ever know.

So hold me tight but loosly.

This is nothing but a fact.

That if I turn and walk away.

There's no chance I'm comming back.

Count the Scars

You tore me apart, every little bit.

I thought you loved me, but I guess I slipped.

You left me bleeding on the floor,

I watched in pain as you closed the door.

When I'm finally back on my feet.

I walk through life numb, repeat and repeat.

School is torture when I see you with her,

But slowly the past becomes but a blurr.

I forget the reasons I love and hate you so,

I forgot when you left and why you had to go.

It's a little easier to get by these days, having forgot,

How you made me feel and how my breath caught.

And just when I think I've forgotten who you are,

I look back at my heart and count every scar.

The scars so deep that they'll never heal,

And all this pain is all I'll ever feel.

I thought I pushed you from my mind,

But it's nothing but pain again that I find.

Why won't the scars just leave; erase.

Let someone else please take your place.

And yet when I've someone who loves me and calls,

I'm now not the only one who can count the scars.

On My Own and Alone

As I gaze into the distance,

I begin to wonder; to dream.

Is someone really out there?

Who will come and rescue me?



It all feels like a dream.

A hell-born nightmare.

That leaves me begging for release,

Leaves me begging for air.



I find myself screaming out.

Wanting the retreat of the cold.

That someone will reach out for me.

Someone to love and to hold.



I've given up on trying.

Doesn't anyone see me alone?

Drowing in my tears and blood.

Maybe I'll be better off on my own.

Breaking Hearts

Look at me,

Dont you see,

Each crystal tear,

It just can't be.



Look at me,

Watch me break,

Because it's all,

That I can take.



First you say,

You love me so,

Now you've hurt me,

Please let me go.



The pain's too much,

Why cant you see?

You've broken my heart,

Now let go of me.



Keep not a shard,

Not even a peice,

Now let me die,

Leave me please.

Secrets Of a Fool

They say love makes people,

Turn into fools insane.

But what can I say?

Cupid is to blame.



He struck me with his arrow,

Doused me in love.

My heart skipped a beat,

I could fly like a dove.



It felt so good,

To finally open up,

Let someone in,

Find someone to love.



But sadly, he doesnt know.

I try to keep cool,

He doesnt see. So for now,

It's just a secret of a fool.

Hurting Me

I wish he knew,

Just how I felt,

When I see him,

I simply melt.

My heart will flutter,

Like tiny wings,

But he just doesnt see,

How I'm feeling.

I fell a little too fast,

And a little too far.

And when he's not around,

I'm just not up to par.

The pain etches deeper,

Every given day,

I want to scream out,

Hell, I'll even pray.

For the chance to mention,

That he's everything to me.

I really wish he knew.

I wish he could just see.

Those painfull words,

Please, leave me be,

They're eating me up.

He's hurting me.

Whirling and Twirling

She twirls on the soft ground,

Waiting for the rain to come.

The sun is out and warm,

It's time to play and run.

Puddles are prefered,

Rosy cheeks, ruffled dress.

Floweres always smell sweet.

Who would think? Who would guess?

That this little angel,

This sweet little joy,

Is beaten and battered,

Like an unwanted toy.

Whirling and twirling in one spot,

No one ever knows,

That she hides the evidence,

Beneith her soft, pink clothes.

Each night she returns,

To the same hell,

Each day, if she's seen,

Claims that she fell.

The greatest of secrets,

Comes with a heavy weight,

And no one will ever know.

Until it is too late.

Never Going Back

I walk these empty streets,

Black hood shadowing my face.

My arms wrapped around me.

I roam around, I've lost my place.

So these roads open up.

They've become my home.

All I have, is what I wear,

And a noiseless phone.

I still am waiting,

For your call and tell,

Tell me to come back,

And leave behind this hell.

But I wait in vein,

As I pass my reflection,

In the puddled ground,

I see my lifeless complexion.

That isnt who I was,

I was happy and light,

Now I'm dead,

Losing the strength to fight.

Still no word from you,

Waiting in the black,

I'm never going home,

Never going back.