On My Own and Alone

As I gaze into the distance,

I begin to wonder; to dream.

Is someone really out there?

Who will come and rescue me?



It all feels like a dream.

A hell-born nightmare.

That leaves me begging for release,

Leaves me begging for air.



I find myself screaming out.

Wanting the retreat of the cold.

That someone will reach out for me.

Someone to love and to hold.



I've given up on trying.

Doesn't anyone see me alone?

Drowing in my tears and blood.

Maybe I'll be better off on my own.

Breaking Hearts

Look at me,

Dont you see,

Each crystal tear,

It just can't be.



Look at me,

Watch me break,

Because it's all,

That I can take.



First you say,

You love me so,

Now you've hurt me,

Please let me go.



The pain's too much,

Why cant you see?

You've broken my heart,

Now let go of me.



Keep not a shard,

Not even a peice,

Now let me die,

Leave me please.

Secrets Of a Fool

They say love makes people,

Turn into fools insane.

But what can I say?

Cupid is to blame.



He struck me with his arrow,

Doused me in love.

My heart skipped a beat,

I could fly like a dove.



It felt so good,

To finally open up,

Let someone in,

Find someone to love.



But sadly, he doesnt know.

I try to keep cool,

He doesnt see. So for now,

It's just a secret of a fool.

Hurting Me

I wish he knew,

Just how I felt,

When I see him,

I simply melt.

My heart will flutter,

Like tiny wings,

But he just doesnt see,

How I'm feeling.

I fell a little too fast,

And a little too far.

And when he's not around,

I'm just not up to par.

The pain etches deeper,

Every given day,

I want to scream out,

Hell, I'll even pray.

For the chance to mention,

That he's everything to me.

I really wish he knew.

I wish he could just see.

Those painfull words,

Please, leave me be,

They're eating me up.

He's hurting me.

Whirling and Twirling

She twirls on the soft ground,

Waiting for the rain to come.

The sun is out and warm,

It's time to play and run.

Puddles are prefered,

Rosy cheeks, ruffled dress.

Floweres always smell sweet.

Who would think? Who would guess?

That this little angel,

This sweet little joy,

Is beaten and battered,

Like an unwanted toy.

Whirling and twirling in one spot,

No one ever knows,

That she hides the evidence,

Beneith her soft, pink clothes.

Each night she returns,

To the same hell,

Each day, if she's seen,

Claims that she fell.

The greatest of secrets,

Comes with a heavy weight,

And no one will ever know.

Until it is too late.

Never Going Back

I walk these empty streets,

Black hood shadowing my face.

My arms wrapped around me.

I roam around, I've lost my place.

So these roads open up.

They've become my home.

All I have, is what I wear,

And a noiseless phone.

I still am waiting,

For your call and tell,

Tell me to come back,

And leave behind this hell.

But I wait in vein,

As I pass my reflection,

In the puddled ground,

I see my lifeless complexion.

That isnt who I was,

I was happy and light,

Now I'm dead,

Losing the strength to fight.

Still no word from you,

Waiting in the black,

I'm never going home,

Never going back.

Can't Walk Away

I'm supposed to walk away,

Brush it off, ignore it all.

I'm not supposed to be here.

But I keep on stalling.



For some reason,

I don't know.

I just cant leave you.

I just can't go.



I keep holding on,

Tighter each day.

I keep on fighting,

And you don't push me away.



It would be better if I leave,

And never look back.

But I just can't leave you.

Anything but that.



I'll give you the world,

I'll give you my life.

Just give me a chance,

And it can be alright.



Because you see,

I just can't leave this place.

I can't leave your side.

It's the only place i feel safe.



You're the only one I trust,

No matter what you say.

So please don't make me go.

Please just let me stay.