Friday, December 11, 2009

A Game of Waiting



My path is laid before me,

Mistakes have closed the doors,

So maybe I'll give up,

And lay here on the floor.


I see nothing more to do.

Can't change the past right now.

I finally let you win,

Now let me tell you how.


While your cozy and sleeping,

Warm and in a soft bed.

I'll be sitting here,

Wishing I were dead.


I may just take a rope,

Tie a noose around my neck,

Kick over the chair.

Why not? What the heck.


Or I could slit my wrist,

With that icy metal blade.

Let my pain bleed out,

I'm done playing your maid.


If I found the gun.

I could put it to my brain.

Pull the trigger fast,

The quicker my life will drain.


Simply put, there's water.

So easily to drown.

And as I kill myself and sin,

The horns become my crown.


Or maybe I could wait,

And just say "Up yours!"

Wait for Karma to knock you down.

So you can kiss the floor.

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