Tearing Apart

I'm drowning in my tears,

Being pulled apart from either side.

I refuse to choose,

So why make me cry?

I understand the jealousy,

And the disagreements too.

But get it together now,

I'm staying with both of you.

Can't you see this fighting,

Actually really hurts,

I don't know what to do,

As I cry and curse.

I love you both, I do.

So very, very much.

Please don't make me choose,

So no more anger and fuss.

I feel like a rag doll,

Held in tiny toddler fists.

Being torn apart, in half.

I just want this to quit.

I want my friend, my sister,

To stay by my side.

I want him in my arms,

And both in my mind.

I dont just want one to give in,

It solves nothing at all.

Figure it out, work it out.

Before I slip and fall.

It's all up to you,

Find a way to fuse,

So none of us,

Not one of us lose.

It feels like my heart is tearing,

Neither I can leave behind.

So someone stop this now, get it!

Before I loose my mind.