Waiting

Everyday I sit here waiting.

As the rain falls around me.

The sadness rises within.

But I got to keep on fighting.



I got to keep on hoping.

But you dont even care.

I still keep holding on.

This is just so unfair.



I have finally broken.

And I dont know what to do.

Can't you see I'm choking.

And I can't even move.



I have finally drown.

I'm screamig for you.

You are my air.

Don't you see it's true.



I have finally died inside.

Waiting for you to come.

Maybe leaving, walking away,

Will bring back the sun.



Maybe giving up,

Is the better way to go.

Erasing you from memory;

Is easier. I know.



I'll just pretend that,

You dont chill me to the bone,

Maybe the tears would dry,

And I can go back home.



I'll just pretend that,

I can't see you anymore.

Maybe all the pain will lessen,

To a simple aching sore.