Can't Walk Away

I'm supposed to walk away,

Brush it off, ignore it all.

I'm not supposed to be here.

But I keep on stalling.



For some reason,

I don't know.

I just cant leave you.

I just can't go.



I keep holding on,

Tighter each day.

I keep on fighting,

And you don't push me away.



It would be better if I leave,

And never look back.

But I just can't leave you.

Anything but that.



I'll give you the world,

I'll give you my life.

Just give me a chance,

And it can be alright.



Because you see,

I just can't leave this place.

I can't leave your side.

It's the only place i feel safe.



You're the only one I trust,

No matter what you say.

So please don't make me go.

Please just let me stay.

Deeper Than Sleep

Nothing ever comes out right.

So now it's time to say goodnight.

I'll lock the windows and the door.

Then collapse onto the floor.

Turn on the water and the fan.

So no one hears my scream of pain.

On the bathroom tile floor i sit.

It's time to end all of this shit.

The cold razor blade pierces my skin.

The last I've commited, my last sin.

The blood flows freely as time goes by.

And soon my tears begin to dry.

I wind the key while I no longer weep.

And I'll let the music box lull me deeper than sleep.

I close my eyes, my pulse a slowing drum.

I give up, I say. My time has come.

Goodbye my love. Goodbye my friend.

My life has gladly found its end.

Roses and Tears

He's gone. He's gone.

I quicky slam the door.

The tears start falling.

As I fall onto the floor.

The rose in my hand,

Is nor bud or seed.

The thorns dig in deep.

And I soon begin to bleed.

My heart beats slower,

As realization takes over.

The breaking begins again,

But this time I'll be sober.

Last time was a mistake,

One I shall not make again.

But this just hurts too much.

I'm tired of all the pain.

So help me please, I'm begging.

Heal my shattered heart.

Thorns sharp and pettals soft,

Dont let me fall apart.

Waiting

Everyday I sit here waiting.

As the rain falls around me.

The sadness rises within.

But I got to keep on fighting.



I got to keep on hoping.

But you dont even care.

I still keep holding on.

This is just so unfair.



I have finally broken.

And I dont know what to do.

Can't you see I'm choking.

And I can't even move.



I have finally drown.

I'm screamig for you.

You are my air.

Don't you see it's true.



I have finally died inside.

Waiting for you to come.

Maybe leaving, walking away,

Will bring back the sun.



Maybe giving up,

Is the better way to go.

Erasing you from memory;

Is easier. I know.



I'll just pretend that,

You dont chill me to the bone,

Maybe the tears would dry,

And I can go back home.



I'll just pretend that,

I can't see you anymore.

Maybe all the pain will lessen,

To a simple aching sore.

Silent Goodbye

I waited to see you again.

Sat as the hours went by.

The longer that you were away.

The more darkness took over the sky.

I'd sit and play with a string,

On the jacket you left the night before last.

Remembering all the memories,

Smilling back on our past.

Then finally you showed up.

Finally came back into my view.

But the smile was gone from your face.

The smile I loved and knew.

You seemed shifty as you paced,

Trying to find words to explain.

I knew what was going on, I stood.

And my eyes shone with the pain.

You recognized the signal.

No more words were said.

You turned and left me there.

The silence left me dead.

I sat back down to watch you.

My love who walked away.

I loved you and you hurt me.

There's just nothing more to say.

Time Goes On

Time is gone.

It wont come back.

The clocks goes on,

And the problems stack.

More tears fall.

As time goes by.

A last minute call,

One last try.

Days go past.

And smiles fade.

Things never last.

And prices are paid.

Good things will come,

In their own time.

For now the pain will drum,

A hellish chime.

The clouds will rain.

To hide my tears.

I'll take the pain,

Through these years.

Soon I will be free.

As time moves by.

The clocks chimes three.

And I've got till five.

Last Door Shuts

It's all her fault.

That she knows.

And with that blame.

Takes another dose.



Each cut she feels.

Is deeper than the last.

The scarlet blood drips.

Each reminder of the past.



She's tired of the tears.

And her fake smiles.

No one sees through.

As she walks the miles.



For each cut she makes.

She takes another pill.

The pain is too much.

It just can't be real.



The day will come when;

Too far she cuts.

Then Death will take her.

And the last door shuts.

Lone Wolf

The words in the picture, The Sky Cries For Us:

I wish you could have stayed with me.

Even just a little longer

So you could hold me close and keep me safe.

And sheild me from the sky that cries around us.

Someday, maybe.

You'll return and take my hand.

And lead me through this world of pain a misery.

Back to the light I once knew.

___________________________________________

I'm a lone wolf.

Out in the pouring rain.

And the isolation,

Is driving me insane.



The wind will blister.

The sun will scorch.

And my hope dies out,

Like a smotherd torch.



I'm waiting for the rescue.

Till I can go home.

Till someone comes and;

Takes me to where I belong.



I'm soaked through,

The rain washes me down.

I'm cold, alone, and waiting.

Hoping I wont drown.