Every Time.

It happens every time.

Each time I close my eyes.

The happiness floods over.

It all disapears: the world I dispise.

I finally feel at peace.

Just like it's finally all right.

The blinding pain,

Is finally leaving my sight.

I find the happiness,

And I feel like I'm flyin.

I can always smile.

Without even trying.

But it happens every time.

When I reach that high.

Hell comes down to kill me.

Taking my chance to fly.

When everything looks perfect.

I suddenly slip and the world comes down.

The floor becomes wet with tears.

And slowly, again, I drown.