Till They Run Dry

For once I'll let them fall.

Let them slide down my face.

Let them see me through.

Let them see all my mistakes.





For once I'll let them drip.

Down from my eyes.

To remind me of all,

Of their pathetic lies.





For once they can stream,

From the orbs of blue.

The crystal shards,

That tear me through.





For once I'll sob.

Let them see me cry.

Let the tears fall,

Till they run dry.

With You I Am Safe

This is what it is to be held.

To be forgiven for all sins.

To hope for something worthwhile.

To find the happiness within.



This is what it is to be held,

When the sacred is torn from your life.

To make it through,

And to survive.



This is what it is to be loved.

To be told I can survive.

To make it through the day.

And live through another night.



How'd you know that im alone today?

I feel so scared.

Why wont it go away.

I bleed so deep underneith.



Though my soul is screaming.

Im not gunna hide.

Im not gunna run away.

Not with you by my side.



I'll uncover the scars

And show you every mistake.

Your love is mending my blisters,

And my bruising shame.



Here with you I am always safe.

Within your embrace.

There are no more tears.

Right here, just here, I am safe.

My Last Goodnight.

I run as fast as I can,

But the tears still fall.

I can't get away fast enough,

To hide them all.



They slide down from my eyes.

Smoothly and quiet,

Not a single sound.

Making no riot.



They hit the hardwood,

Like shattered glass,

A trail behind me,

A glittering mess.



I make it through the door,

Before I fall on my knees,

Praying for this pain,

I'm forced to bear to leave.



The sky around me is dark,

Nothing good in sight.

I lay there in the rain,

And say my last goodnight.

Dont Leave Me

I dont care what you say.

If you say you hate me.

Or if you dont.

Just dont walk away.



You can make my cry,

Bring me to my knees.

Just dont walk away.

Is all I ask..Please.



You can feed me all your lies.

You can blame me for what's been done.

But please just stay with me.

Dont leave me all alone.



You can play with my heart,

Even make me bleed,

I could care less.

But please dont leave.

Im Always Here

You mean so much to me.

So please dont leave;

Me hanging here.

Tell me what is wrong;

I want to help you along.

I'm right here.

I'll never leave your side.

Wherever you go, I'll follow behind.

I'm always here.

I'll wipe your tears, one by one.

I'll hold you close, till the pain is gone.

I'm forever here.

Always remember: I wont let you fall.

Always remember: I'm here through it all.

Always remember.

Every Time.

It happens every time.

Each time I close my eyes.

The happiness floods over.

It all disapears: the world I dispise.

I finally feel at peace.

Just like it's finally all right.

The blinding pain,

Is finally leaving my sight.

I find the happiness,

And I feel like I'm flyin.

I can always smile.

Without even trying.

But it happens every time.

When I reach that high.

Hell comes down to kill me.

Taking my chance to fly.

When everything looks perfect.

I suddenly slip and the world comes down.

The floor becomes wet with tears.

And slowly, again, I drown.

Heart in the Cold.

What happens when you leave a heart in the cold?

Well, this is my story and how it is told.

The insanity and anger threw me out, alone.

So, slowly, my entire-being is turned to stone.

I shiver on the outside in the snow.

And on the inside, im frozen I know.

My heart is ice, never will it leak.

For fear it will leave me on my knees; weak.

I take the cold and make it my own.

On these wings of ice I have flown.

I accept the frozen earth under my feet.

The cold is my fortress, snow falling in sheets.

I've become as cold of a person as cold can get.

I dont want to change, I like it where I'm at.

This is what the cold does, changes, manipulates.

Opens a few doors and closes yet more gates.

Shattered and Smiling

I am broken.

I am crumbling.

There isn't a way out.

I'm forgotten.

I am stumbling.

Can you even hear my shout?

~

I'm tired of crying.

Lying here in the dark.

I can't feel my heart.

I am done trying.

You left too deep of a mark.

You already tore me apart.

~

All my bones are broken.

The peices shatter ever more.

I'm left weak and dying.

All this pain is choking.

I'm watching the prison door.

But somehow I am smiling.

Stuck In Hell

Wishful thinking.
Peaceful dreaming.
Happy bubble.
Stuck in hell.

Children playing.
People singing.
Goodbye apathy.
Stuck in hell.

Darkening clouds.
Heavy rains.

Angry space.

Stuck in hell.

Testful trials.
Walking miles.
No-more smiles.
Stuck in hell.

Falling feathers.
Losing height.
Blackened night.
Stuck in hell.