Let Go!

He always held my hand,
Always helped me understand,


That I was yet not all alone,
That eveything wasnt gone.


He held me in his arms.
He was my lucky charm.


With him things werent as bad as they seemed.
And with him, my confidence was redeamed.


He'd hold me close and tell no lies.
For the simplest things, he'd apologize.


He always feard he wasn't enough.
But no matter what, would always be tough.


No matter what was thrown our way.
He'd try to make me smile, everyday.


He was so perfect in my eyes.
And if he left, I fear I'd die.


And die I did when he turned away.
He said, there's things he could never repay.


I couldn't see where his logic went.
Nor could I see what things he repent.


He turned away, not looking back.
Until I cried out, streaks on my cheeks, eyeliner black.


He looked back at me, tears on his face.
"Let go." He said. "This isnt the place."


I stumbled back, hit the ground.
And he left without another sound.


"Where is the place? When is the time?"
I screamed out, sense I couldn't find.


He said "Just let go. That's all I ask."
I left then, never looking back.


I was hurt that day he let me fall.
I fell farther than I thought possible.


"Im back to the begining, starting over again."
"Never will I love, it hurt too much, too much spent."


My heart still beats, like a constant drum.
But inside and out, I'm completely numb.


His words forever ringing through my head.
"Just let go." Was the last he said.